My Heaven

Flabber-Gasted

Let's cut this crap. I had enough of this silly game.

Somebody, Please AMUSE me !

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Clone ?

ssL wanna meet me in .... ;)

Heh.

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God must be loving me too much to be playful with me. haha. I mean what are the odds right ? With initial like that ? I practically do not remember any friend by the name with initial ssL ? O.o

OOooo such coincidence ?

Well maybe, really do not know larh. You bothered to know ? lolx. I'm not leading any of you.

What ? What are you guys thinking ? Hmm ? ;)

Happy Sunday folks !

EXHausted

Feel like a dead fish mermaid. haha. Man, aging is eating me out. -_-" Can't party like a rockstar anymore. Heh. But it was awesome possum nite. ;) Love gin tonic with ze extra lemons ~

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Okay, enuff bout that. Actually, i'm tired to go on. Brain dehydrated. Feel like Didi now... give me Dexter to eat ! *chuckles*

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From nextweek, life would be great and meaningful. A brand new me with a brand new mission. Looking forward for it. In the name of Jesus, i pray for the best in me. Amen. Thank you father. ;)

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Nonetheless, i Love you Bb ~

Hamburger

         

Journey of life seems to be tough sometime but we should always have open options for ourselves no matter what. Had some pillow talk with xxx and yeap, i admit...i am living in denial at times. But doesn't this happen to everyone at coming across certain life crisis ? Not sure...but i believe its a normal thing.

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Im sure it takes two to tango. Definitely, one palm will not strike a 'pang'. You think i do not know this fact ?

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Then, it depends how long i'm still into it, how favourable it is to me, how much is it worth in the apple of my eyes. So i guess till then, it will be kept within my sight. If i'm ever done with it, i mite banish it for good and move on to a new phase, new life. Meanwhile, my options are always open... ;). Yes, you mite say i'm selfish but this is life and its really fine to opt for better rite ? I believe everyone would do the same.

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Many things i understand, i know, i'm no bimbo larh but i guess i'm a little stubborn to hold on to things i really love and let myself be blinded by it. Many people think they are smarter but tilll the end of our road, no one really knows.

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So here i wish, may everyone be happy with what they have and appreciate it while not harming others that mite not have the same. Everyone by means including you. Yes, you know who you are.

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Toodles.

Tap tap Tap...

There goes the music outside my window pane. Yeah, its raining again ~ Everytime it rains, it made me misses you more cause you once told me that, when the sky is raining means you are saying "i love u" to me. ;/

''B, i love you too.'' And never get tired saying it. I know you love me as well cause you just told me so. ;)

Everynite is a great sleep thou you're afar cause you let me feel you're beside me to warm me up. ;) And tonite definitely will be greater cause its filled with your love.

Let the tiptap goes on...while i'll cuddle warmly under the blanket with your love pouring on me. ;)

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Goodnite.

. :Meeting Your Replacement:.

Recently, it seems everything that has to do with exes or current gf keep popping in my vision or appearing itself. Did i sent out the attraction ? Or Did they sent out the vibration ? This is....*cant' find a suitable word* .... Now, even in magazine has article over issues of it. Got me laughed on. wtf. Lolx.

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" Even if you're over him, it still hurts to see/think your ex arm in arm with a new woman. "

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Seriously the phrase above got me thinking, was that the matter that made you so besserk and it itched you to mind his business still, counted you thought he is still into you and still wana have his thing under your control ? Poor you. And poorer me ? *thanks to you, it did not make me a nice current gf impression to you and ought to leave you thinking i hate you cos you're the ex-gf ?* (YAWN)

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Aaahh....now i realize maybe that's what got you bitchy. Hmn ;) But i guess i could never understand the ex-gf besserk attitude thingy cause well, i thoroughly DO NOT give a darn thing about my ex-bfs after i ended those relationships. Why keep on pestering right ? Move on with life larh. There are better things look up to. If you're curious what kind of ex i am or wondering if what i claim its true...There, read the below.

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You Are an Indifferent Ex

You're not one of those girls who thinks about her exes - or even remembers them "Love 'em and Leave 'em" is your motto. And your break ups tend to be a clean break. It's a nice strategy to have, and guys appreciate your total lack of emotional baggage.

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=)  See ? L.M.O.

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Anyway, this entry is not any kind of personal attack thing. Just my daily rant. If you're bothered with it....Well, i would just say...keep on bothered. ;) I'm more happy to know that.

Yes, I'm really telling this to you. Lol.

time for sleeping beauty. tata

Wait, i left something out... you see, even if bf used to have the still-hankering-over-you thingy. So what ? Most important is, who is he still with now ? Maybe, bf has a part to play over our messed-up issue. He can tell me a diff story or how nasty you were and he can treat you a diff way but Really, who is he with now ? ;) Hmn ? But, you played a bigger part by triggering it as well (you know what you did). And you know the best part is, no matter what, he is still my bf and who do you think i will most likely to stand by ? You may think, im a fool, trust me, you made a bigger fool yourself by getting in the ring. Unless, one final day im done with him. Then its another story.

Im pretty sure you're not likely to get back together since you have your Mr. Maria with you (if you're still together) and i hope he is a good stuff. Well, i guess you just enjoyed thinking of still having my bf over you and hence you hated me for trying to stop that. ;) Hmm.... Bitch ey ? Yea, i kinda know you larh. Lets put in a better way to say it, you're not a simple girl. :) Very nice of me rite ?

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Anyway, maybe you wana patch things up, maybe you finally wana make friend and have a peace with me but... i really hate you for all the lil acts you did. Really, i do cause its Too much, i can't stop hovering over it. I guess it pissed me that you're a freaking bitch. And alas you want me to forget everything you did just because you wana be nice now ?

Tsk tsk, loser. Well, could you ever do that if your maria's ex is like you ? I bet you will slap her like you wanted to do me ? I wonder should i be the one slapping you ? But i ain't no bitch or under educated or a triad member, i believe a woman should never ever use physical violence. But you, threathen to slap me, to my bf ? Mafia-klang hurh ? Gosh, LOLx. So what happen in the end ? *cough cough*

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Maybe, just maybe, one fine day, i might just let go of everything that has ever happened and forgive you and moved on to be friend with you. Who knows ? But i guess, im a bigger threat to you that i thot i would be and you are so concious about it, it would still make you bitched, i know you ain't stupid and i'm not dumb either. ;)

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Suddenly, it made me aware, are you reading me all this while ? Are you following my track ? I did see some irregular IP address on my tracking system ;) ..... Bet, you didn't know im no tech noobie. You also mentioned to my bf that i bla bla bla ~ But i guess not, you moved on rite ? And only my friends in friendster are able to read it. No wait, i think my link is somewhere out there. Oh well, i couldn't be bothered. I believe silent reading is an addiction. Especially reading on yourself being bitched. Go on if you must. But i appreciate you keep reading silently, and if you must say a word, say it in your own space that unknown by me so that it won't cause you trouble.

If you're never here, well, you will never read what i wrote anyway. So it would only be my obsession.

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Ok, im off to watch my fav drama now. " Nu ren he ku wei nan nu ren" OMG. If you understand, you'll get what i mean. Lolx ~

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Dear readers, bear in mind, this is freedom of speech ;) and its in my space. Please respect it and made no judgement. Gracias.

Hyper happy day.

Im in tralala lala ~ ;)

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Really in a good mood today =D ~ Went Chillin with Vincent again. To SS2 for fav's chef fine dining. More like suppertime, but our chef is more enlighten to serve us. ;) The prawns are so scrumptious, man it takes my stomach away. Haha. Hell NO !

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Then afterthat, head to the Curve chill at Laundry, had the yuckiest drink called "Melon Ball", its worst than sucking balls i tell you ! ahahaks. Never order it again, i swear ! Taste like a bitch. But with my creativity, i could turn nasty drink to taste heaven and made me tipsyly happy. wtf. haha. Despite the drink, im still jolly and happy, laughing all the way. Then after finishing our Laundry, we head to AC for food again.

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Man, it was so funny or maybe i am super jollyfcuk kid today, eating at AC turn out like going for merry-go-round rides. Darn exciting and syiok ! HAHAhahahaha. Imagine combination of pizza and hot Milo-O with Theresa Teng music in the background, giddy rite ? Ahahaks. And its raining cats and dogs for awhile. I think its the alcohol-after effect plus im HaPpY ! *cough*

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And you thot so, by viewin me today would made me feel uneasy ? Not even one bit of uneasiness...infact, my response ? haha. It is expected you would be curious about me. As usual. Keep on pretending like it never bothers you. Since, you moved on easily yeah...... tsk tsk *cough cough* get a life ? :]

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Okay, that's all for today. nite nite to you. mwah ;)

Should i be thankful ?

MAN !!! I just met an accident timed around 7.50pm dated 28thMay2008 @.-" Bang into a Storm. Imagine...my little Iswara Aeroback....

My car is badly damaged. Front, total loss condition. No pics. I was too devastated, too Pissed cause the moron bangla didn't know how to drive !!! and trembling all over. Fcuk ! The shrieking off my breaks still haunting me...man. It's so bad it even left the burnt lines on the road.

Approximately, TWO entire weeks (if everything went well O.o) without car would kill me off. Yes. Die.

But, on the bright side, I'm alrite from head to toe, Thank God ! Maybe just my right ankle abit cranky cause the way i jerked my car breaks to the super duper maximum strength. Still, i could not save my car.. Huhu...

I am still blessed. And thanks to passer by and policemen that calmed me down and helped me out.

Prolly will get a new car. Prolly....

I am alrite. That's most important. And better things are pouring on to me soon. I believe. Thank God ! Amen.

GoodNite.

My kind of bf

you're going to end up with a really sexie bf :)

You really know what love is and really care bout everything your mate is going to have :)

Relieved

I felt extremely better after chatting with yenyen. Yup, she is right. Just be myself. As long as what i be won't kill you and make me end up in jail.... i really couldn't care a single cent ;) And there are so many hidden stuff between them. Well, she triggers, i have to fire back rite ? ;)

Goodluck to you. Hope you don't get the karma back.

Please note that I don't want to have anything to do with you either. I never start. I am the victim but I'm not weakling. So please, do mingle only your life since you got your own 'maria' to worry about anyway, just stay away from my life and people i cared about.

Thank you. ;)

Meme = Tag by Yenza ~

1.Real name - Oon Sin Yee
2.Nickname - sinyee. baby (this only applies to Mr. Ng Yew Liang)
3.Married - ;)
4.Male or Female - Female. thkq.
5.Highschool - Klang HighSchool
6.College - Err..i only went Uni. UMS. beautiful beachside i love.
7.Short or long hair - Short and sexy bob. ;)
8.Are you a health freak - Yessi. most of the time. but i can't resist fries and junkies. i love potatoes !!
9.Height - Petite 5'3" i love my fun size ~(;
10.Do you have a crush on someone - not at the current moment. thnk god (;
11.Do you like yourself - hmn...what do you think ? i love myself okay ? =p
12.Piercings - 3
13.Righty or Lefty - 2 left, 1 right

FIRST'S

14. First surgery - Hurh ? I pray will never have to go thru one.
15. First piercing(s) - can't remember. when i was lil gurl ?
16. First person you see in the morning - me and myself in the mirror
17. First award - Academy. Number 1 in class. =P
18. First sport you joined - Swim swim away. i love.
19. First pet - buffy the labrador
20. First vacation - too many places i can't remember. i enjoyed redang very much thou. island lover.
21. First concert - Pearl Jam back in teenage with VIP seats. *winkS*

CURRENTLY

23. Eating - nope but craving for fries and fruit crepes
24. Drinking - H2O. can't get enough of it ;)
25. I'm about to - post this up.

YOUR FUTURE

26. Want kids - yes, i do
27. Want to get married - yes, i do
28. Careers in mind - building it now ! =)

WHICH ONE IS BETTER

29. Lips or eyes - Lips. A cherry blossom one. baby loves.
30. Hugs or kisses - give me beary hugs plus sweet kisses !!
31. Shorter or taller - i okay with both
32. Romantic or spontaneous - geezz...a lil bit of both would sizzles better ;)
33. Sensitive or loud - Sensitive can be loud. NO ?
34. Trouble maker or hesitant - Trouble maker i am. if you deserve it. heh.

HAVE YOU EVER

35. Kissed a stranger - what is the point ?
36. Drank bubbles - my Baby Moet. champagne. in case you don't know.
37. Lost glasses/contacts - nopey dopey.
38. Ran away from home - yes, i ran to the nearby playground. haha
39. Liked someone younger - errr. kill me. but i like babies. counted ?
40. Liked someone older - Yes larh. Middleschool's seniors. ;)
41. Broken someone's heart - Shucks but yes yo ! Guilty.
42. Been arrested - I wish i can create this drama. haha. okay, that's silly.
43. Cried when someone died - super terrible yes.
44. Liked a friend - =.= NO WAY.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

45. Yourself - haha. i don't know. i'm chanting it.
46. Miracles - Yes, i do. Yes, i do !! Thank you Daddy J.
47. Heaven - Very much ;)
48. Santa claus - Man made got larh !
49. Angels - well, if there is heaven, there should be angels. friends are angels too. ;)

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY ~*

50. Is there one person you want to be with right now - YEs. My baby !!
51. Do you believe in God - Yes, i do. Amen.
52. Tag 5 people - Thomas Yap, Jun, Linda Oh, Michelle, Phyllis Jie. 

OMFG

I'm down with flu. Been sneezing non-stop since yesterday. I think its the Weather. Shitty hot, plus i have to drive around going places, in out cold buildings and hot weather, macam mane tak flu ? =___=

Itchy nose. Watery nostril. Ewe...

And B is so far away, menambahkan my sickness, love sick. Ish.

No cure larh like that. ;(

B !!!

Bountiful Sunday

This Sunday seems bored. Not a Sunday i looked forward to, like how it was couple weeks ago. No more anticipation to drive out and not to mention waking up early. Yes, the boyfriend has gone back to work. Well isn't that suppose to be a good thing ? Maybe, but reluctantly cause he went absofrigginlutely FAR to work ! And there is no way i could reach him within minutes and that is dreadful to me. wtf.

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Those who knows me well is quite familiar with the rows i had gazzilion times with boyfriend (yes yes, some might even start to get tired of it and goes....again arh ?). Frankly, I'm not ashamed to admit it publicly cause each time after, we get intimately stronger. ;) That should be the best credits, innit ? Its quite blatant how we fought over repeatance issue (yes, because of silly boyfriend's menyampahness plus my princess temper, what else is the outcome ?) Lolx. But i guess every row should a lesson be learnt both sides. I'm very sure we both did in one way or another, he never tells me but with the ' b. i love u. ' is more than enough ;). Maybe by arguing we communicate better. wtf larh i know. I'm more serious and he is more goofy and vice versa on different occasions. Fudgee, talks about wrong timing. DANG. Well, we fought so much even in this blogsphere (we did tone down alot compare to those days), to some extent i do think we are meant to communicate like that cause it gets us going on strongly, and still counting. *1030 days baby !*. Yes, shoot me please. Teehee.

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One thing about me is, if anyone (mostly people i don't give two shits about and ironically, mostly bitches *super yawn*) were to make my life miserable or even tries to, i'll make sure you doofus's life won't get any better than mine of that very moment, and bitch, never try to be nice afterwards with apologies cause i find your apologies way too cheap for me. NO. it should be, not worth a single penny to me after those dirty jobs you did.

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Well Ms. Ss, if you're so sincerely nice, why do you have to bring me up as a topic to reply boyfriend saying i'm kinda sensitive and will bla nonsense about you ? Is that even necessary ? Now, peeps is she making sense for accusing me calling her one bitch ? You go figure.

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Like wise people always say, Think Before You Act ! Not everything in life can be erased, replaced or returned to its usual form when it is badly hurt or damage. Like, can i stab you now cause i don't care what you feel and say oh, can we be friends now, i moved on easily so why must you bla bla bla and say i'm a bitch *and totally forgot about the stab* ? (yes, so wtf. i know) Or can i send emo i-miss-u messages to your boyfriend or call him up when i wants to have him in my arms seriously cause life's treating me shit then give you an innocent look and say i'm sorry, i only meant to be good ol friend now cause i have a nurse-maria-boyfriend aka dog's maid who treats me very very well now, please can you stop calling me a bitch ?

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Pardon my bitcherism, but i ain't one of those girls with a big heart towards bitches.

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Okay, this is the geram part, but boyfriend is ! And sadly behind my back eh (note: you try again, you better be ready to bear all consequences) ? Should i adore him or should i influence him ? Darn hard when i'm torn in between. I know having a big heart is super adorable but having a big heart to everyone including those that bitched and betrayed (macam Jesus hor ?), my gawd, that's one helluva to learn from him. Sorry, i can't. That's my principle. Or maybe not now. Who knows i might on one heavenly day. Haha. yea rite...maybe. Love is great. *cough cough*. Geeezzz...

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But for sure, i learnt since the day i'm with you and i hope we continue to learn from each other (minus the arguements and lies, its pretty tiring you know ? lolx ) till we grow old as granny and grandpup. ;)

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b. i love u.

goodnite darlyns.

This Cutie Pie

Babies, toddlers are happy dose to me. They are just like gift from heaven, simply adorable and ready to eat ! ;) (okay, that's a joke larh !)

The few of my favourites, is this bubbly boi...he would greet me with such sweet smile everytime he sees me, smiles that can melt all my troubles far far away. Ou ~ simply serenity. (;

So here goes a few hours spent with my favourite bibi boi...

First, he likes to play with his favourite uncle, which bibi has a cute hum for him when asked " Where is jiu jiu ? or let's go find jiu jiu ? " bibi naturally goes..." Uu..Uu..uu ". This must thanks to his uncle who thot him that. haha.

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You see larh...this jiu jiu... very de selfish when has own entertainment (note: he is watchin some silly youtube video) =.=" cannot like layan the kid abit. Hmm...so i jaga lorh.

         

.....disaster mou ?

         

okay, seriously the problem with friendster blog, limit my photo loading !!!! jior...got many more, so guys..bear with me first cos i got more. =) till then to be cont....

edited* 15.May.2008

         

yes...he continues to chomp on the ducky despite however i ried to stop him.

       

Goodness gracious ~ Hahaha. i can't help but keep laughing too. Man, this boi can kill me.

         

EEEeeeeeeeee......look at this hunny bunny bibi ~~~

         

That's all bout my lil sweetie pie. =)

Made me happy all day long !

I miss my boo too ! Lub you b.

 

Not Easy either

I know it's hard for you.

But it's not easy for me either.

I know it's not easy to find someone that loves you as much as you love him/her.

But when lies come between.

It's hard.

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I happy you happy Me

10th April 2008

Ok. Here goes nothing. Not to show-off and nothing big to shout about, it's not a pricey phone but there should be peeps that care to know about it plus very versatile and user friendly features and it's for free !!! Should be greatfull rite ?

       

                    1st landing on green carpet. sleek ey?

       

                                        Slim and light.

       

Comes with full accessories and extra cover for change. Owh... how thoughtful ;) Thanks !

       

Before i got it i was hoping for the orange skin ! =P happy happy me !

       

                        Camera testing of course !

         

                                 - Nokia 2600 Classic -

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As i mentioned on top, user friendly, suitable for kids and elder peeps cos the letters can be adjusted to large. Present for your kids when they deserve it cos it includes camera (cos kids are vain nowadays), mp3 (no music no life), radio (yeng lorh), bluetooth (so they can exchange pictures for free)....you know how tech savvy kids could be but we can't spoil them can we ?

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So....

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Be blessed with what's given to you and God will suprise you with happiness that doesn't requires a penny from you.

Home Made

Was bored at home. I played masak masak and imgine chef to be. Vain.

Made sushies to entertain myself. ;B

         

                                 A Plate full of hand rolls.

         

                           With one California-temaki.

         

                                    You want one ?

         

                                           Nah...

         

                                    The vain chef.

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While posting this, i can hear my vain sister ( the youngest one) clicking away with me new hp -..- yea...like sister like sister wtf. ^.^ It's in the genes man ! Even my mum is Vain, yesterday she so excited ask me how to turn on the camera while i was Driving ??!! -.- Then chick chack she goes and happily squeeled, " girl, you see, you see ! i can take picture too !!!" @.-