My Heaven

From Kyle

You're great in sports, a very bright and smart person. You're great at whatever you do, and this will lead you to success in the future.

Good luck!

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Thanks ~

The wind after

After a row with boyfriend,

the sweet process we went thru...

here is the result....

       

                We ber-bonding lebih erat lagi....;)

       

How could i not when he is so silly and cute like this ? (;

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He bribe me with this ...

       

His cute lil nephew that calls me, MIE... !! when he wants me to carry him. How adorable rite ? =}   

You see ??? how could i say no to forgive him ?

       

                               Many more of us.

       

                                 geeezzzzzzz.

       

                     Happy 1009th days with you !

And

       

Yes B, I know when this was taken. On the day we got together ! 9-7-2005

;) sweet mou ?

Boyfriend went pyramid with Marco, left me here to blogsphere. He refuse to bring me along cos he say he got things to do which i can't know just yet. -.- It better be a great suprise !

ish aku hungry....eat !

till then, i love you all ! Happy day !

And because i can't sleep....

i have more to say lorh ~

To my suprises, boyfriend reads ?! Yes. He READS !! =P, my oh my ! And the title state : "Nan Ren Dou Shi Kong Bu Fen Zi"  i think. something like dat larh -teehee-

Yeah. its a big deal when i dun expect. and it curves a smile on ma pretty face. fwaahhh...pretty ? yes i am cos Jesus says so !

This is the lil lil discovery that keeps our chemistry goin' on.

You and you mite not know, that's why you peeps don't understand, so i forgive.

Yawning really wide ! gotta toodles and sleep.

More posts comin up ~

good nite darlins. sweet dream

CherisH

I was never close to you,

We rarely speak to each other,

We are always on Hello or Hi, How are you ?,

You mite not even remember me till your very last breath,

But today,

Today may be your ending in this life,

But it also a beginning in another,

At least pain is stop for once and all,

I truly pray you're safe and happy in another world,

I truly pray you're smiling while you're leaving,

I truly pray you're at peace,

May God be with you.....

AMEN ~

Cherish is something i learned when i heard about it.

Cherish with all we have.

Cherish life we meet in every now and then.

Cherish love we are bless with.

Cherish things that are given to us.

Cherish you.

Cherish me.

So, never frown at those that will make us smile ~

Good Bye 2007

It has come to an ending...2007 was not the best year in my life but not the worst either. Its not like i've made a crime to make another person's life a hell ? Even if were to given the chance to....still, i would not ! (; Maybe at some state, some morons would claim dat (you know who you are!) If its so, you deserve to feel dat way and i'm not sorry. I did not have any intentions at all, you created the dramas you suck up to it. What goes around, comes around !

Yeah, admit, i have been childish a some point to even bother what a 16 yr old, who have not even passed her puberty age, made a scandal out of my name. LMAO. Now i know how celebs feel when some immorals` paparazzies (in canto* >>kau zhai tui) digging their dirty hands on papers just to earn some credits or publicity purposes by creating scandals/rumours over them. How low-life is dat ?? Followed by loyal BF & BFFs who claim she is innocent ? -.-"

Bt everything happened has reasons for it, at least it reveals the true odor of her. Everyone dat i care of knows. Thanks to yourself yea. ;) It help us got closers to each other too ~ :p i never regret for what have happened, if time were to turn back, i would stil do the same. No offense to fushen actually, i would be really happy if you both are goin to be together forever ! Honest, really ! And i know you know it. Its not like i knew her before you rite? So happy 2008 to you !

And another one dat made me realize, how much he means to me and how much i mean to him. You mite be rude at 1st, you mite still be rude to me. But never in my first intention to dislike you. I was nice, I befriended but you bitchstab. You thot you could regain what you've lost, what you've decided to let go... Hey, I wasn't in de picture when all those happened. I just made what i like to be mine when its not owned after then. But you didn't understand the rule, there is no turn back time when status change. After goin` thru for almost 2 and a half years with him, i understand at some point why would you choose to end it, but i believe he is a better boyfriend now. Hope you'll never feel the bitchstab i've felt. Hope dex* would really make you happy. Remember, after all we are both women ? I do wish sincerely from heart. ;) But at this point, you and i will never have good terms.

Well, My career change has been the biggest so far, looking by how many jobs i've been on. ;p But im satisfied for the improvement, for the struggling that i've gone thru, every struggle passed would made me a step closer to my dreams ~ Meet the best team ever. I dont called them colleagues, I titled them my bizness friends. Working world is not so scary after all ! haha. 2008, we will have a fabulous year !

And to all my family members, friends & acuaintances, i would sincerely apologize for any mis-behave i've let you all gone thru. Especially family members & boyfriend, SORRY !

Well, 2008 will be a great year for me & you.

Wish you all the best with enough of health, abudance of happiness, joy, luck and wealth !

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                         *HAPPY NEW YEAR* !

Love Paradise

You're always on my mind
All day just all the time
You're everything to me
Brightest star to let me see
You touch me in my dreams
We kiss in every scene
I pray to be with you through rain and shiny days

I'll love you till I die
Deep as sea
Wide as sky
The beauty of our love paints rainbows
Everywhere we go
Need you all my life
You're my hope
You're my pride
In your arms I find my heaven
In your eyes my sea and sky
May life be our love paradise

You're always on my mind
All day just all the time
You're everything to me
Brightest star to let me see
You touch me in my dreams
We kiss in every scene
I pray to be with you through rain and shiny days

I'll love you till I die
Deep as sea
Wide as sky
The beauty of our love paints rainbows
Everywhere we go
Need you all my life
You're my hope
You're my pride
In your arms I find my heaven
In your eyes my sea and sky
May life be our love paradise

I'll love you till I die
Deep as sea
Wide as sky
The beauty of our love paints rainbows
Everywhere we go
Need you all my life
You're my hope
You're my pride
In your arms I find my heaven
In your eyes my sea and sky
May life be our love paradise

to sweetest silly boyfriend (;

LUB YOU !

Huggies in far far away

every stars glittering upon the sky means sin yee says "i love u" to yewL.

every breeze that gushes thru your cheek means sin yee is thinking of yewL.

every warmth sunray that touches your skin means sin yee is bear hugging yewL.

everytime it rains means sin yee is lonely & missing yewL very very much.

sayang, bb love you ~ goodnite darlyn ! ;)

DEAR GOD, BLESS MY MUM

Dear Lord, I'm praying to you, I know you heard me.

You know what i'm going to pray about.

Dear Jesus, Father of mine in Heaven, please bless my mum's body, mind & soul to be in good health. Please lay your almighty hands upon her, and heal her oh my Lord.

It suffers to see her sick, to see her in pain. Dear Father, Please love my mum too.

& of course to all my family members, my daddy, sisters & brother, my grandmas, aunties, uncles & cousins.

& also my dear friends.

Please Bless them all with peace and health. Thank you my Lord. Thank you Father.

Lastly, bless me.

AMEN.

On a Lovely Evening

I live here. =). Don't Envy.

somehow this panorama gave me FAITH. We don't get this everyday, probably when we do, we mite be too busy with our daily activities, we tend not to notice or somehow missed it.

so, to those that have never come across it, pleasure viewin =)

                  i named it >>>>>> *THE AURA OF GOD* =)

*i love ALL of u.*

*this is happiness*

Th3 rhythm of your breathing~

its raining heavily again...

i miss you.

i love dozing off on your chest,

`cos the rhythm of your breathing is my favourite lullaby. =)

it feels warm.

it feels sweet.

it feels safe.

*this is happiness*

muakz

*HaPPiNesS* <3

"happiness is like a hide and seek game...the harder you try to find it, the better it conceals itself. perhaps the key to it is not the result but the effort to find that elusive thing that many of us don't even know what it looks like. one day, some day, all that effort will pay off and we will catch 'happiness' and it will look back at us with a smile."

origin msg from a close friend.

<3

Thoughts change when status changes...

There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she's blind.

She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He's always there for her.

She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend.

One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she can see everything, including her boyfriend.

Her boyfriend asked her, "now that you can see the world, will you marry me?"

The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend is blind too, and refused to marry him.

Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying.

"Just take care of my eyes dear."

This is how human mental thoughts changes when their status changed. Only few remember what life was before, and who's always been there even in the most painful situations.

Life Is A Gift

Today before you think of saying an unkind word, think of someone who can't speak.

Before you complain about the taste of your food, think of someone who has nothing to eat.

Before you complain about your husband or wife, think of someone who's crying out for a companion.

Today before you complain about life, think of someone who went too early to heaven.

Before you complain about your children, think of someone who desires children but they're barren.

Before you argue about your dirty house, someone didn't clean or sweep, think of the people who are living in the streets.

Before whining about the distance you drive, think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.

And when you are tired and complain about your job, think of the unemployed, the disabled and those who wished they had your job.

But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another, remember that not one of us are perfect.

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down, put a smile on your face and be contented that you're alive and still around.

Life is a gift
Live it
Enjoy it
Celebrate it
EMBRACE IT
And fulfill it !                          love, `sy

Almost the end...

Year 2006 is almost near to end...while we were waiting...time seems to be slow but when we are not expecting, time can pass by us jus like dat..

looking back the past year..what have i achieved so far in life? did i learn something new? have i done things that make myself proud? has any of my wish came true?....

yes, learnt alot abt life and still learning, have a little self achievement ^^ and some of my wishes came true...wish dat can be granted materialistically. wish dat needs faith? still wishing on it. whenever come across to some fwd emails dat requires us to make a wish..i always wish for the same thing...cos wat i wish for can never be bought, can never be given without faith...

as year 2006 coming to end, sweet memories shall be lingered, sad or hard moments must let go (easy to say, harder to do)

as year 2007 approaching, i know it will be better by faith....and to all my dearest family members and friends, may all ends well and have a blessed new year ahead ! !

love you loads,

-sy-301206

::A Hap=pie Rainie Day::

woohoo...=p..yesterday was a Hap=pie rainie Day cos i have you beside to warm me up..=)

had a fun day...eating, camming, Shop-shop !! (*wink*wink*) *v*

started the day sunnily...we head to Bodega for the bestest Steak Pie ever eaten cos i had it with you...additional to my Shirley Temple..mm mm so yummy~~ =) ...then we start shop hoppin for my dress~ ^^ ...from Shopaholic to Cats Whiskers(bought a lovely dress here) to Blook to Amos...happy happy happy...

then we head on to K-session...and Sing Sang Sung~ hahaks

dinner time::time to go mam-mam again...we head bk home where it started raining so heavily...but i am still hap=pie cos i have you. yes you. lovely you. sweet you. warmy you. baby you.

had hot hot steam boat under cold cold rainy nite...syiok! ^^ of course very happie lor...cos i have you! ^^

decided to snooker abit, basically i was just thr to see no touch cos You say my dress code dun allow me to..and i, yea..i forgot to bring my keys again!! this time, same goes to my daddy, mummy & yen yen. ooo   O.o

stephy went movies in One-U so have no choice but to wait lor!! Bluek~

Reach home 12++. Shower quick. Doze..ZZZzz

*and he found out i actually brought my keys out and i left it in his car...probably im too happie i forgot....heheh...cant blame me ler..=)

O.N.E

i dont believe in changing anyone but i've always believe in improving oneself for the better...
our partners can see our flaws and comment it to us, it depends on us to improve ourselves not only because of them but for our own good...of course not all flaws can be completely gone once one is willing to improve cause no one is perfect in this world...and i believe one has to learn to accept ones' flaws but it really hurts to see someone you cared so much did not put in much effort to make improvement...
when one was single, one has all the space and freedom for themselves but when one accepted a partner, one would love and wouldn't mind to share the space and freedom with their partners even thou it will be reduced to half...
i guess in the end, we should find someone who is WILLING to put in EFFORT into self improvement for a relationship to go through all the differences and hardship with us for a better tomorrow....