My Heaven

U.T.U

Love you baby.

I made him do this. Insist him to smile when i call him 'sei fei chai'. He drew me a smiley ! A biggie smiley. YAy !

Call me childish but i got a bf that would play along with me. Blek ~

Lovely Awaken

Awaken by a call this morning, most of the time i would have been annoyed and so do you perhaps ? Plus, i slept at friggin 4 this morning -.-'. But this call, the one that carves a lovely smile on my face ;) and thus, a beautiful morning it is today ! I've always love Friday but this is extremely special larh.

Yes, the call from non other than mister you know who, my sweet baby of course.... ;) B ~ you wouldn't have guess how happy i was when i saw the 4 familiar digits on my Sony screen ! Quickly i answered his call to hear his sexy voice to regards on his safe arrival.

Ohkay, this is gonna be cheesey, please bear with me and i'm sure not many of you can cope with long distance relatioship but i am and really intend to make it. So...this is for you, boi. ;)

B, I miss you the minute i left you at the airport. Solemnly, i walked away with a heavy heart thou i still manage to kiss you goodbye with a smile cause that's what i want you to remember me with. I know you always want me to be your sweet heart no matter what. I'll be good and take care of myself while you're away. It won't be long i suppose, to see you back here again (pls for good this time. fingers crossed) to manja me with your love. Oh yes, i'll wait patiently for you, don't worry love.

Because of you, i had the best May 1st of my life =D and i'll remember it for as long as i want to ! Thinking of yesterday moments we spent together simply melts my heart and make me loves you more. You're the best baby i've ever had and i will keep it for whatever stake it takes. Mwah ~

Just take good care of yourself B.

<3

<3

<3

your sweetest heart.

         

Just a random picture i accidently bump into while surfing...lolx... i had this love huggy from B once upon a time. Funny is, it created a drama cause someone wants to take it from B, claiming it was her's. ' F ' you ok. Anyway, It was so long ago, its old and dirty i decided to throw away. Hmm...B !!! Where is my New huggy ??

ok...await patiently...;)

b. i love you.

Much Loved

This is how much......

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...are you sure ?

tsk. tsk.

The wind after

After a row with boyfriend,

the sweet process we went thru...

here is the result....

       

                We ber-bonding lebih erat lagi....;)

       

How could i not when he is so silly and cute like this ? (;

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He bribe me with this ...

       

His cute lil nephew that calls me, MIE... !! when he wants me to carry him. How adorable rite ? =}   

You see ??? how could i say no to forgive him ?

       

                               Many more of us.

       

                                 geeezzzzzzz.

       

                     Happy 1009th days with you !

And

       

Yes B, I know when this was taken. On the day we got together ! 9-7-2005

;) sweet mou ?

Boyfriend went pyramid with Marco, left me here to blogsphere. He refuse to bring me along cos he say he got things to do which i can't know just yet. -.- It better be a great suprise !

ish aku hungry....eat !

till then, i love you all ! Happy day !

You make Me complete

991 days ....and still counting ;)

         

While i was driving home from meeting, as i turn on the radio, the song 'Home' by Michael Buble` was playing....it got me thinking you. And some articles i came across about relationships earlier today somehow it relates to you and me that left me a smile on my face un-doubtly (;

Recalling back my past relationships with my ex-es, none of it had more arguements than i had it with you. I can say almost non-existent at all cos ex-boyfriends would give in all the time and all they do is pamper and shower me with more love but funny is, they don't seems to last or shall i say...my feelings for them don't seems to last. Well, I don't have uncountable ex-es puhlease  O.o but it's still BGR (Boy Girl Relationship) so it counts !

1st encounter only lasted for a week >.< cos he had a crush on me but i have no feelings at all and i practically don't know what is ''i like you, you like me" thingy lorh (i was only 13, can you blame me??) so i crushed our relationship at day 7th ! But we are still friends back then. Oh and something very interesting about this 1st crush-on-me guy, it's like a dejavoo. Tell you all about it in another post. Then 2nd lasted abt 2 years (i knew it was not likely to last at the very beginning =P) then the 3rd for about a year ++ (i thought this was okay).

But everything happens for a reason Thank God ! And it made me found Mr. Ng  :P Well Mr. Ng was indeed a larn si fella when i 1st met him (2003), wearing cap all the time and we never spoke a word ! Then after 2 years i completed my degree and came back for good we re-meet (2005) and somehow perculiar he keeps in touch with ma sister and they hang out together almost every weekend ! So, i'm on ma holidays before i started working, ape lagi ?? Bergembiralah bersame-same ! Haha. That's where all the magic begins to spark.... *,* I calls him piggy, he likes it bery much and piggy dance for me all the time ! ahahaks ~

Then one day pun ter-on lah our kasih sayang for each other. I admit it was very tough and rough for me on the early stage cos i knew very well he is on a rebound stages but i still stick to my instinct which is "Not to give up easily on things you really like" (i learnt my lessons during my Uni days) but i'm glad for the lessons to be learned, if there were no lessons, i wouldn't have come across Mr. Ng :)

Family and friends that known of us are very familiar with our courtship patterns ...like they always say 3 days wind 2 days rain...yes, we argue alot ! By means, i say alot means ALOT larh ! One week at least once ? gosh. serious lorh... the arguements were pretty silly at some...over lil diff opinions, over what should eat, over people on the street...gah @.@ see how silly ? All the tantrums (mostly from me) and crying and yelling and words that hurts and the silent treatments...wonder where all these energy comes from  ??   -.-" heh Of course there were important matters like about our future larh... but lil should they know from all the arguements we had, we start to understand each other more and took initiative to communicate better. That's a good cause innit ? And after each arguements, we would patch things up again....pick up those falling pieces, make more sweet love...oooo... and it made us felt closer to each time and love each other more. Of course can't do it without serious talks too. And that's why the headings says it all...followed by the the 1st line.

Don't know how long we are gonna last and where our roads gonna end.... but Baby, I'm so in love with you now and by far you're the only person who gives me these feeling that sends my heart skip a beat faster each time i think of it and.....it's still counting !!!

<3

your sweetest heart.

Mwaahh ~

Out of Your Blue, You gave me PinK (;

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9.15pm:    Baby . Muakz .

(;

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10.17pm:    Baby . Muakz .

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10.35pm:    Baby . Muakz .

O.o again ?? so i guess the mobile network staff in PNG is too free they are most likely to help their customer to distribute more smses for FOC ? finger crossed :) *anyhow this don't come often so be blessed and i took it as a goodnite kiss before i slumber in my queen size bed.

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1.40am:    Baby . Muakz .

hurh ?? (blurry) and its like getting a sweet peck on your cheek in de middle of the nite but i felt it in my ear instead cos my mobile was transfering the same msg. -,- nevertheless, sweet......zzz

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2.42am:    Baby . Muakz .

-.o  Zzzz...i love u too baby. confirm the PNG mobile network sot sot dei ~

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4.45am:    Baby . Muakz .

ZzzZzz...-.-

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8.47am:    Baby . Muakz .

;) its like greeting me with a sunny morning kiss...ooo.

off to shower ~ goin office for meeting.

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8.49am:    Baby . Baby . Baby . Baby . Bau bei .

telling me breakfast is done. :b

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10.07am:    Baby . Baby . Baby . Baby . Bau bei .

happy meeting ~ :)

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1.12pm:    Baby . Baby . Baby . Baby . Bau bei .

lunch was filled with love ~ haha

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2.14pm:    Baby . Baby . Baby . Baby . Bau bei .

. . . . . ~,-

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4.17pm:    Baby . Baby . Baby . Baby . Bau bei .

.......o O o O

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5.19pm:    Baby . Baby . Baby . Baby . Bau bei .

almost done dear...

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9.21pm:    Baby . Baby . Baby . Baby . Bau bei .

? er

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9.22pm:    Baby . Baby . Baby . Baby . Bau bei .

chuckles chuckles. i hope its FOC or else ... ;)

may u have a nice day too ~

mwah

HaPPy 26th Birthday Sweet<3

On your special day, this is the least i could do for you,

singing the sweetest b`day song you could ever hear (syiok sendiri. nyeheheh. but i know you love me for it ! cos i heard you melted by the phone ;)~ )

i would bake you special cuppycakes if you're here. (make it up to you when you're back.)

Most importantly,

I LOVE YOU BABY ~

                                  HAPPY 26TH BIRTHDAY ~ (;

Huggies in far far away

every stars glittering upon the sky means sin yee says "i love u" to yewL.

every breeze that gushes thru your cheek means sin yee is thinking of yewL.

every warmth sunray that touches your skin means sin yee is bear hugging yewL.

everytime it rains means sin yee is lonely & missing yewL very very much.

sayang, bb love you ~ goodnite darlyn ! ;)

I Heartest You

            

I    H E A R T <3  H E A R T   YewL !

& Each day, each time you called, it gets more ! ;)

Distance a problem? aint no more !

Cause lil should you know, i love talking to you Now. At least, i feel we are CommunicaTing now compared to our messy beginnings. (plus, Thanks to SnobS that came in between on & off. bitch. you are still one)

& Hearing your voice made me loved and keep me sane.

Now, No matter what they say, you are mine to keep, and i know you love me and only me.

i'm lovin it Like.No.Other.

B, can't wait till you're back, & make sweet sweet love to you.

I heartest you silly boyfriend ~

Yours truly,

Most adorable gurlfriend. ;) mwah ~

                           

You Are My Sweetest Thing ! (;

BABEeeeeee ~ You definitely feel me in your heart & mind even you're million miles away. weeehooo !!! I want you to pamper me like this all the time. ;)

Because Bee loves me, he spent thousands on me.

Because Bee loves me, he spent hours crapping with me.

Because Bee loves me, he encourages me & help me out.

Because Bee loves me, he splurge on me.

Because Bee loves me, he loves me More !

MWAH ~ ThANK YOU

*this is happiness* truly....

ps: couldn't be bother by the ishness below anymore coz i've got you.

Bcos I Had you in Mind

I've found my Nokia pouch, phew ~

Literally, you said only 2 months then you would come back to Me. But, it's the 4th month & going to be 5th maybe 6th, 7th, 8th, 9th......I'm getting more & more envious of seeing other couples that can be there for each other physically & emotionally whenever they needed each other. Yea, I know NO CHOICE. Farking NO CHOICE. ISH. still, i love you nonetheless.

am still depressed. shitto.

; ) Dedicated to Us

                       HAPPY 2ND ANNI (~;

         

                   

            

            

                                    

            

             

            

            

            

& with much love, MWAH ~

;)

as you say, " i think of you each time i breathe..." simply priceless...for i'm the only one that you ever told.

*heart's fill with honey*

HAPPY PAPA DAY ! (;

To our Beloved Papa, Happy Father's Day ~

               

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May Your days to come filled with joy, laughter & happiness with great health & wealth too ! (;

WE LOVE YOU

yours,

<3 loveliest <3

----<@

*this is happinessssssss*

i miss ' my shuai ge '

i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you.

i think i'm in love with you. no. correction.

i am in LOVE with you.

really in love with you ~ (;

how could i not be when its you ? ? ?

cool. smart. funny. tender. loving. care.

could you resist someone like dat ?

stfu if you say you could.

.end.

You feel me？？

                          I MISS YOU BABY~ ! ! !

         

                                      *priceless* *timeless* =} muah

*this is happiness*

NewB::lil turty~

Here comes NewB from China  (Brazil actually)~ =p *Our lil round cutie turty~

         

about the size of an average zippo now....nameless yet. can't wait to see it...

B said it's under training. o.O ? ? Turty need training meh？for watz ? lol~

*i love u.*

*this is happiness*

These 33.5 hrs with you

These 33.5 hrs with you is like floating in da clouds...wee~ =}

0233..

get in ur car and saw....beary~ *v* and it's sprayed with my favourite scent~ double *v* *not enough thou, must sprayed more...=p   *i want a bigger one pls...=p* yea, i'm greedy cos i like it when you pamper me~ *THANK YOU DARLIN`*

                

0234 ~ 0249 crappin.giggles.lovetalk.giggles.kisses.giggles.sweettalk.giggles in 1988 =) *this is happiness*

0250 ~ 0300 got *home*. get change (*my fav red shirt now ^^). surf quick net.

0303..

watched DVD *aiks, can't remember e` title* bt it's an ol HK movie abt car stealin`and it's funny cos the extras were real lame. haha. half way movie got hungry o.O Bb cooked me special soup maggi curry + egg *YUMMY* *this is happiness*

0415..

hop into bed. crappin.giggles.sweettalk.giggles.kisses.giggles. huggies.giggles.kisses.giggles.huggies.giggles.kisses.giggles. sweettalk.huggies.kissess....Zzzzz *this is happiness*

1632..

o.O woke up. *this is happiness* haha. bathe.shampooed.facial-ed.get dressed.get groomed.surf quick net. say hello. ate pieces of *chinese kueh aunty bought which is super yummy `cos maybe i'm very hungry. Nope, they ARE yummies. love thee tea-cup kueh. *v*

1720..

Kz Mobile. Lotsa lotsa crappin` with groupies. Met a new fren *Andy. =). Walkie-talkied. FUN. *eat again. Crap crap crap. sien.

2112 ~ 2232..

Drove 1988 home to get dressed. get pretty. ready to party ! yey ! o.O hungry too* Bb came pick me up. greet him at the door. 1st question he asked. " why dressed so sexy ? " o.O ? =p then off we went to Sunway~

2240 ~ 0045..

Filled me tummy with so-called-Arabic food. They serve Hot-Dogs ? Then party a lil. Off to KL~

                

                 i love u.     *this is happiness*     =)

0345 ~

got home. bathe. facial-ed. dress in proper. Off to Kajang with Bb & Family~ don't have to detailed much here but i feel loved `cos you insist me to go so that *He can meet me =) (i will remember this very day. 250307) 

                

*in the midst of sleepiness we still manage to pic these =)

            

                           *this is happiness* =)

and i love every moment spent with you. Can't deny the fact that i'm Very super duper Sleepie~ o.o

1200..

got home. aim my bed. sms-ed you. ZZZZZZzzzzzZZZZZzzzz

may you have sweet dreams too. i had mine =) but all the above are better than those sweet dreams. good nite my darlin`. i love u. hugs & kisses. =)

*done at 0152::260307