My Heaven: Music

Endless Rain

I'm walking in the rain,
though everything seems to be hurting me for some reason.
There is only nothing.
Just kill me now ... as I roam forever.
Until I can forget your love.

To me sleep is a confusing, narcotic
that only quiets the beating heart.
All my love seems to flow from my body like a heart felt memory.
I keep my love for you to myself.

*Endless rain, fall on my heart In this wounded soul.
Let me forget, all of the hate, all of the sadness,

Days of joy, days of sadness slowly pass me by.
As I try to hold you, you are vanishing before me.
You're just an illusion.
When I am awake, my tears have dried in the sands of sleep.
I'm a rose blooming in the desert.

It's a dream, I'm in love with you.
Hold me warmly in your arms.
I awake from my dream
I can't find my way without you

The dream is over.
I can no longer hear the voice of your gentle words.
Floating off tear stained walls.
So awakening in the morning, I'll move into my dreams ...
until I can forget your love.

Endless rain, fall on my heart, in this wounded soul.
Let me forget, all of the hate, all of the sadness.
Endless rain, let me stay a memory in your heart.
Let me take in your tears, take in your memories.

February 22, 2008 at 01:14 PM in Music, random emo | Permalink | Comments (0)

Pills, The Perishers

I hope my smile
can distract you,
I hope my fists
can fight for two,
So it never has to show
And you’ll never know

I hope my love
can blind you,
I hope my arms
can bind you,
So you’ll never
have to see,
What we’ve grown to be

One may think
we’re alright,
But we need pills
to sleep at night,
We need lies
to make it
through the day,
We’re not ok

One may think
we’re doing fine,
But if I had to lay
it on the line,
We’re losing ground
with every passing day,
We’re not ok

But that’s one thing
I would never,
One thing I would never ~
That’s one thing
I would never... say to you

.

p/s : i never realize the lyrics when you sent it to me months ago... till today, i came across this familiar song again while browsing thru my pc and it made me thot of you. honestly, i couldn't catch the lyrics at all... but i love the rythym so i decided to googled for it & found those above. ;)

my dear honey dew, don't worry much about what you've been yearning for...LOVE will come to you soon, cause you're a lover & God loves you for that ! But you mite need to wait a lil bit, cause He is searching the best for you.

miss you loads ~

Good Nite my darlyns ~

September 13, 2007 at 10:54 AM in Friends, Music, random emo | Permalink | Comments (0)

The "FUN" we had in ' Kotak Merah '

KTV has been part of my usual stress reliever ever since i was introduce to it a few years ago. It's as good as shaking the booties in de clubs ! ;)

Not much to say but obviously we had fun just by chillin together, K-session in ' Kotak Merah ' was not the major contributor due to it's rather pffft sound system. A major turn off ! And those songs i wanted were not in de list ! ! Making situation worst ! ! Bengang ! =.=" Plus de Blardy expensive charges ! Well, it's not like we can't afford it but it's not worth for the facilities provided ! Most of the time tuning for the right key ~ And not to mention the mic was kinda chau tut too ~ pissed !

Luckily, with the right companions around, nothing can spoil our Friday nite ! & camwhoring is a MUST. teehee ~

it's picture clear that he is HAP=PY

same goes to her !

:D

;) + =B + :P

cranberries toes ~

Booty shaker ! lol

- the END -

*this is happiness*

May 28, 2007 at 07:02 AM in Music | Permalink | Comments (0)

::FlyNniversary::

181106::EPS::FlyFM1stAnniversary

was suppose to be thr by 8pm..thanx to me new-hairdo-in-the-mood..out only by 9++...^^..sowry Thom..luckily he is a very merry berry with extremely high patiency ^^ or else i'll be @#$^&%!..(dun even wana reach dat)...no nex time okie?

bump into Suresh and Dhana. glad to see u guys. din catch up much but you guys lookin good =)

food was out by the time we got there..er..so so sowry...luckily Beers are stil in stock! i din drink thou. not in the alcoholisme mood dat nite. CROWD was so-n-so. Camelia was singing..la lala lala lala la~ then entertained by FlyGuy and the gang..hahaks..they're more hillarious Live!!...it wasn't bashing enuf til Cosmis Space Munkeys spinnin` it!! JoeyG was lookin super hot!! heheh...

here are some shots>>>special picks>>>

more details in mua album collections........

had yummielicious supper maggi goreng+milo-O+tandoori chicken to end the nite...yippie~

November 21, 2006 at 08:01 AM in Music | Permalink | Comments (4)

160906::HeinekenParty::KLTower

OOo..its been more than 2 months i shut myself from partyin. yesterday was a good refreshin ! great groove tunes and cool venue(almost at the top)...familiar faces(mostly ppl in the medias)::sexy weather::drizzlin wet ^^ ...not much on the drinkin part thou cos its aint in me and lotsa candids ^^. met a whole lots bunch of friends whom i havent meet for a long long time. so happy to be out and seeing you guys! mmuaks ! how i wished you are here with me, my darlinkz...made me miss you so dearly. i was hopin to bump into my dear kakak lind...cos i saw lots of our frens bt no luck last nite. hope to meet you soon.

it was a great nite if we stayed all nite long partyin there but an aquaintance of mine suggested zouked and the full stop was there. hop into velvet. saw a good crowd. music acceptable. dance to a couple. was on the entree of conversation with a cute hunky(i think?or probably the dim lights were playin its magic !). watever.. cos the nex thing i was pulled out thru the back door, there was a raid on. damn ! we were alrite. but dat poor aquaintance of mine got stucked. but he was alrite thou.

while waitin for him, we went MungoJerry and feed on deliciously hot spicy pepper soup and yummy yummy porkari(hope i spelled it rite). i have to say thumbs up for these 2 yummies. try it if ure lookin` for a fresh place to fill ya tummy after the clubs. heeh...

got home pretty "early" ay...tired. suprisinly findin my sis still on the phone..@@..after a cleansed up, i knocked out till the wee noon. dats the reason i'm still bloggin now even thou its Monday tmr ! ok papa, i noe, i noe. time for bed. so, till nex time...cheers~ nite.

1:06am...ZZzzzz ^^ here is da flowin pictures....=p

thom says me camwhore...