My Heaven

She sucks

Its been awhile since i post stuff here. Have you guys been missing me ? :)
I hope so.

Passing every minute in life is not easy as we need to face many matters and not to forget dealing with our very own species. Some say its a cruel world. Hey, if you have face world war itself. That's cruel. Cruelity is created by human being itself. Shame on those who did it. Who triggered it in any form. But that's a whole big genre, you and I cannot stop it nor solve it. So, we leave it to God to judge it.

All we need to do is stay focus and be strong in out daily lives, not to make mistakes or create any cruelness towards anyone we met, may they have tried to/did harm us or not. If they try, retaliate and be very alert then, stay away from them, obviously. NOt to blindly step into their crimson and still complains about it inside.

I've came across absolutely annoying bitches (both sexes involve, men could be a real bitch). But i believe others have met even more extreme bitches. At least those I've met are dissolving now. They are aware of their immature acts, and perhaps regret about their past behavior. Hmm...

Woman made the worst enemy. Do not ever trigger them. ;) Yeah, I'm referring to myself too. While Man made the dumbest choices. Especially when dealing with relationships among friends, family and partners.

I'm not gonna bring myself to involve in my friends' relationships but sometimes it just irks me alot, i feel like punching them and make them awake. Maybe, i did not see the whole situation and to make judgements is wrong. Imagine, the ex-girl would still post pictures of them and captioned each of them sweetly with the album titled "love diary" for public view. What is the point ? And the boy would still feature ex-girl in their website. Oh, somebody please knock them clear. And she, still loves him. Frankly, i hate to see this kind of drama. It's not for me to judge, i know. Well, just ranting.   

Stuck-ed

Few drafted post. =.= Not done yet. hmm...await then ~

Friends or Foes.

Which one are you ?

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Living for a quarter decade (not much yet to brag about but still), came across many people, started with acquaintance, some mite move on to be friends, then turn besties for few selected ones by fate. Okay, some did not even pass acquaintance stage larh -___-" straight away become Foe.

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Funny is, friends to us or you mite thot they are, can turn into foes, likewise a foe mite actually be a friend. I'm aware now, foes are sometimes a friend indirectly. That's what my mommy says, i believe it made sense too. They made us realize something and learned a good deed from it.

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Now, i wonder......

SHIAT. So `Ss mite actually be a friend ?? Diu lorh liddat.... Eeuu. I rather treat her invisible larh. Well, she did made me see from the view of a bitchy side and how nasty it could be. Thus, made me aware to well groom my EQ. And made me laugh my ass out from showing off her 'smartness' (or she thought so). Hahaha. Nope, I'm not teasing. Really, from the bottom of my heart.

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Foes become friend, well, why not rite ?

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But friends can become so sick and turn into fowls ? Man, they, i detest. How can they be so shitty out of sudden ? (Not like i'm not warned about their lameness. But i thot girls would be treated differently). Afterall, i did not treat you bad nor did i abuse our friendship coherently. Dammit, they can be so freaking annoying piece of shit. Low attitude, trust me, they mite come from good family background. Big house, posh cars but attitude like pain in the ass.

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Well, don't know how you gonna face me in future but i vow you'd feel very guilty. Now, that's pretty good. And you will have payback time. Heh.

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May you all have a good day ! ;)

Her

People around me has been asking, " why do you hate her ?" or " what's with you and her ? can't you just let go about it ? " and the list goes on.... Well, i'm lazy to explain what happened.

But if you peeps think that it itched me to bitch about her and giving you any thots that i dislike her in anyway now just because she is the EX-GF of my boyfriend, well, i got to say, you ain't know a crap about me yet and you ain't know shits about her sly nasty side. 

Enough said. No further elaboration. She doesn't deserve to be here anyway. She is dirty.

Bye.

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Note: i just got to know from a reliable source, loads of people hate you too, and thats including your sister. yeah, well i understand you being the second in the family. always Lack of Attention (jumping out of the window from your room ? what were you thinking ? definitely not straight like i've said to you before), and your sister is so much smarter than you and now you found a jackass boyfriend. Cling to him tightly or else you'll ended up in mental hospital soon. *This is the other her. the younger slut from hell. yes, its you.*

I wanna AAAAAAHHHHHH

It's 1:18am exactly.

I shud be sleepin' instead of doin this but i need to get it out of me chest before it starts to eat my heart by a quarter *don't even have to mention abt half cos i shud be a dead soul by then*

....Even thou I'm pretty strong about me and boyfriend but sometimes it's really not about two individuals afterall. When people starts to give comments and opinions *it's not even an opinion sometimes by exact* it's more to pin-point and criticize ! Especially when it comes from people that are really close to me and i loved dearly at the same time.... -.-" Care die, don't care also die.

Why do they have to be so practically realistic all the time ? Does it really matter if i'm the one to give at times ? It mite looks like it but hey, I'm happy and I'm not dumb, I know what i'm doing and btw, boyfriend Loves me very much !! *if i yell means no respect, SLAP !* 

To them, it's always the girl boy thing..... And it's all about pride.

The boyfriend should be coming to see girlfriend no matter what circumstances, i repeat NO MATTER WHAT CIRCUMSTANCES boyfriend is facing and NO vice versa. If does so meaning girlfriend is cheap. wtf.

And that's not the end of it, they will start accusing with many own conclusion by means when i hear it i will Blow lorh cos it's pretty harsh and it's not even fair ! but mouth gotta be shut or else they will make another conclusion that their gurl loves boyfriend more.

It's 21st century lah entering 22nd !! i guess parents will always be parents protecting their gurl. i know, but mommy, your gurl is 26th !

I do believe boys will always be boys and gurls will always be gurls. But being in a relationship is about giving and taking and understanding. I thot thats what you taught me. It's not about showing off realistically how much boyfriend shower loves to gurlfriend by impressing the whole wide world esp. people around us in daily basis. But in reality, many people choose to see things from one angle only. And its sad. I used to be one of them but loving boyfriend help me learned and grown and thats the beauty of it. It's not like every soul mate we meet gives us that kind of bliss... at least not to me, so when i found one, i'm blessed, i appreciate.

There are situations need not to be revealed at times. Boyfriend feels bad too, I know. It's just that you and you and you don't need to know !

It's not that i'm saying we will love each other forever, cos i never believe in the word 'forever', but for now....

By faith, us will be better in future;

By faith, this will make me stonger;

By faith, we will continue to be blessed;

And I know, Jimmy Ng Yew Liang hearts me very much and it will be stonger each second.

And by faith, us will have days filled with rainbows !

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Lub you ~

if Ecstacy can cure....

Rob my brain away, please !

This pain is killin' me slowly...

Can't take it anymore longer.

Goin' to burst anytime soon ! Grr...Argh !

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Help ! Bang walls help ? huhu -.-"

Geram !

Wat a day.

Aaa...Barf barf Barf ~ Wa....

Niama. Make me upset. =.=l''

Flushed you down the toilet bowl !! Its not fun man !

Go away Go away PLS.

But but.. but ar... i still sempat go piuee piueee in Stephy's fren's EVO wor... haha

Ma de. roxy lor ! When the car barf from the piston.. sound so nice, make me high ! haha. i think its Orgasmic ! lol.

We went all de way to Sg Long then went KL then back to Shah Alam ~ jus for the fun of it. Thot goin for movie but it was getting late so we skipped and went home. O.o hoho ho ho tapi Syiok !

I feel like cursin badly but but kenot....Stephy tak suke. she will go>>> Jie pls lah !

OKOK. stop.

but its my blog wor. aku like lah !

BABI.

undecided

I'm thinking to shift.

blogspot? xanga?

-.-

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had dis deja voo....i thot i saw his name appearing in msn bt with offline mode.

I'm sure of what i saw.

pretty sure but but no reply from the other side.

i guess not then.

i love Sunday ! ;)

Need a break ?

Have a ciggy ~ O.o

Take a deeeeeeeeeeeeep inhale. ( ooo, my lungs are feelin minty *feels like living in rum & raisin* )

puff it out (slowly)......

*&^%$##@)(!_+

stil don't feel great. diu. ( yes i cursed ! but im not cursing y o u so stay your shit butt out of this, bugger. )

sin yee in her imaginary land*

_!_ Bloody "Ma Ta"

If i could just rip off your skin !! damn, that would feel good.

As you all know, well, i don't have to crap much about *SOME of our shamefull so called citizen's/country's protector or in malay they place it "pembasmi jenayah"....i would say, nah ! tiu.

As we are heading towards seremban for a meeting, some "tai lap yeh" is on the same road too and as usual lar, they need those "fai chai" officers to open road for them. We DO, heard your alarm coming from afar as 100th miles & even those from dead could hear you ! ( About 8 doggies following two "big stuff". One doggy 2 alarms = 16 alarms. Manalah tak dengar ? Kan bangang ? ) As we are moving towards the middle lane from fast lane, one siao dog came close out of a sudden, bashed our side mirror and with a fucking BULL face instructing us to move to middle lane.

"Oi, bengong, you buta ke, bodoh ke ?"

Don't tell me you don't know its a HIGH WAY for God sake. There were lotsa cars in the middle lane too !!! You have to give time right ?

Those "tai lap yeh" must be the ones that are not attented by medias, so they love making their own scene ! Or maybe, they are in a a hurry to catch the gate of hell before it closes ! EEEE !! Busturd !!!

So, yeah doggy, we are alarmed by your ding dong ! but can't you just wait ? ? ? such jiaolat.com ! wana show off your heroic side in front of those blardy corrupters..(ooops did i say you) ? or you wana bold out you doggies characteristic ? so they can tipped you ? -.-" 

Imagine if the drivers were to be someone that cannot be shocked. She/He might lose control and steer his/her wheel to any direction. Sure BIG accident happen rite !! So, you blardy "ma ta" gonna be responsible for peeps lives ? ? i curse you, i really do. i curse that you will be driving only that motorbike till the day you die. i curse you to serve like slave till the day you die. And when you die, no one cries for you, no one will feel your lost. Coz you do not deserved the respect.

WHY ?? Cos you are one bloody GONG "MA TA"

ps: i salute to the muar fella, bcos, Negaraku really NegaraKUKU. Happy 50th I.D. !

Poor Dud3

to the unknown dud3:

doesn't it make some sense to you when i did not reply your msg ? excuse me ? meet tmr at Nando's, GURNEY PLAZA ? wada ~ yeah, like im gona drive all the way there. well, sorry you got the wrong number, bt i ain't the one u thot i am. -.- wonder which fcuk ass gave false detail abt themselves and it so happen that is MY NUMBER. kinda > ? ? ?. fortunately, no disturbin msgs or else im gona post your number here or report to the media or give it to hitz gotcha, one way or another jus to screw your days. (yeah, im meanie ;) if you're a JACkASs). poor you, that associate of yours FFK you. or maybe you just deserves it. either way, couldn't be bothered much ~

wonder why POST ?

cos i jus wana RANT RANT RANT !

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good nit3